I heard those words, just like that, for the first time in my life. It hit me hard.
I’ve always said my father passed away, I guess it just sounded softer than “he’s dead”. My last couple of blog entries have been about loyalty and betrayal. I even had a moment of tears well up, when asked what was I feeling, I said that I was feeling tired, tired of the confusion, tired of feeling sad, hurt, angry and any other emotion that doesn’t come out very often.
It’s hard to see that the only person I would be betraying is myself, I’ve always felt the complete opposite.
I’m working on accepting what was said to me and I know that at some point, I will go forward for me.